[00:00.000] 作词 : Jonathon Quiles
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Jonathon Quiles
[00:09.634]When I'm sitting in the backseat
[00:11.160]I be staring at the window, looking for a signal
[00:12.930]Wishin' life was simple 'cause no one understands me
[00:15.331]I be livin' in my head, feel like my spirit is dead
[00:17.672]I'm just tryin' to get ahead, anxiety has me
[00:19.678]Feeling like I don't belong, so I sit and write these songs
[00:22.045]There's nobody I can call, this all has me
[00:24.151]Feeling so, yeah
[00:25.612]
[00:26.616]I can't even lie and pretend
[00:28.246]I feel like I'm on the edge, I want my torment to end
[00:30.280]I locked all my issues up, but they just keep barging in
[00:32.479]I fell so many ****ing times, I can't get up again
[00:34.652]Devil keeps playing games, I keep letting him win
[00:36.727]I wake up everyday, battling the pain I'm against
[00:38.855]I feel alone, this is how my whole life has been
[00:41.026]They see me as a percentage, or a flex to their friends
[00:43.217]That's ****ed up, **** love 'cause, I don't wanna hear about it
[00:45.838]I don't even drink but, get a bottle, I'ma down it
[00:47.937]Even in an empty room, I'm feeling like it's hella crowded
[00:50.046]'Cause my demons started creepin' in and leaving me surrounded
[00:52.640]I just wanna walk away, and I swear I got a lot to say
[00:55.831]Maybe I should pray, God find me 'cause I'm lost
[00:58.741]These are always in my thoughts (My thoughts!)
[01:00.506]
[01:00.786]When I'm sitting in the backseat
[01:02.356]I be staring at the window, looking for a signal
[01:04.307]Wishin' life was simple 'cause no one understands me
[01:06.677]I be livin' in my head, feel like my spirit is dead
[01:08.943]I'm just tryin' to get ahead, anxiety has me
[01:11.055]Feeling like I don't belong, so I sit and write these songs
[01:13.306]There's nobody I can call, this all has me (This all has me)
[01:17.299]This all has me (Oh no)
[01:19.270]
[01:26.885]Yeah
[01:27.666]Sometimes I like to go for a ride, and play the music loud
[01:29.881]Just so I can quiet my mind
[01:31.202]My thoughts trickle and the voices keep feeding me lies
[01:33.337]I push them aside, I run, but they gon' always arrive
[01:35.526]I need to run run, need a someone, but I never did
[01:38.283]Find love 'cause, I feel like it don't exist
[01:40.335]And that's my ex's fault, and that's my fault too
[01:42.560]'Cause I should've ran, but I took her back again
[01:44.769]But it's okay, I'll take blame for it (Blame for it!)
[01:46.771]And I know that karma's real when she gon' pay for it (Pay for it!)
[01:48.640]And she promised a better future and I stayed for it (Stayed for it!)
[01:50.775]Now my heart is cold, don't want love 'cause there's no place for it (No place!)
[01:52.719]So I'm 'bout to move on (Move on), I would rather be alone
[01:55.674]Trauma that I carried from a broken home
[01:57.124]Got me hidden, different lows, tryin' to stay under control
[01:59.387]But my thoughts, they just tend to roam (They tend to roam!)
[02:01.167]
[02:01.655]When I'm sitting in the backseat
[02:03.439]I be staring at the window, looking for a signal
[02:05.576]Wishin' life was simple 'cause no one understands me
[02:07.771]I be livin' in my head, feel like my spirit is dead
[02:10.187]I'm just tryin' to get ahead, anxiety has me
[02:12.164]Feeling like I don't belong, so I sit and write these songs
[02:14.377]There's nobody I can call, this all has me (This all has me)
[02:17.174]Yeah, this all has me (Oh no)