[00:00.00] 作词 : Jonathon Quiles
[00:01.00] 作曲 : Jonathon Quiles
[00:16.08]I sit alone in my bed i lay
[00:18.48]I can't sit and justify my ways
[00:19.86]I let depression pick apart of my brain
[00:21.39]My minds a weapon and i'm in my aim
[00:22.96]Alotta money sitting in my bank
[00:24.33]Living in debt cuz the price i paid
[00:25.95]I sit alone questioning my faith
[00:27.41]Behind my phone just to hide my face
[00:28.95]Cuz if i don't then i just might break
[00:30.40]Don't really know what's measures i'll take
[00:32.01]My heart corrodes and it can't be saved
[00:33.49]I should of known, what was at stake
[00:34.92]I'm turning cold cuz my life don't change
[00:36.44]I wanna fold, but i just can't cave i gotta fight
[00:38.51]Don't know how much left is in me
[00:40.42]Why do my thoughts always turn against me
[00:42.17]Why's it so hard, when my problems hit me
[00:44.42]What if all along the problem, is me
[00:46.41]Broken as hell there's no way to fix me
[00:48.48]I feel like a misfit
[00:49.77]I wish all of my burdens were lifted
[00:51.69]I was blind to the lies i was given
[00:53.57]Visit my mind and you'll find that it's twisted
[00:55.68]I'm twisted, don't hate me
[00:57.59]Still running but forget what i'm chasing
[00:59.78]I'm burnt out i need matches to save me
[01:01.73]It turns out that i'm actually crazy
[01:04.13]I find it crazy, how i never broke out of this cycle
[01:06.47]I know what the issue is, i'm in denial
[01:08.37]I should probably go to church and open a bible
[01:10.32]I've been putting off god, i need him for survival
[01:12.33]I admit i'm sinner but i believe in christ tho
[01:14.43]Holding on to my hope, knowing that if i don't
[01:16.41]Ima end up on the edge, i'm my biggest rival
[01:18.37]Resent the pain i hold and plus on a side note I
[01:20.77]Broke down yesterday still
[01:22.42]I'm numb now i don't feel
[01:24.53]Struggling i can't feel
[01:26.46]No one's stepped in my field
[01:28.42]Broken down after i build
[01:30.42]Lotta fakes, can't find real
[01:32.45]i need my glass re-filled
[01:34.46]Dead inside can't find thrill I'm
[01:36.83]Still, at the bottom, by myself
[01:40.32]Stress been affecting my health
[01:41.78]Pressures got my overwhelmed
[01:43.43]I just checked in a hotel
[01:44.68]I needa be alone, don't wanna be alone
[01:46.49]I feel like i am in hell
[01:48.45]I just check my phone, why do i have a phone
[01:50.73]Ain't no one hitting my cell, yeah
[01:53.13]It is just me like it always been
[01:55.00]We could had love but you came and went
[01:56.84]It's okay it's alright cuz we made amends
[01:58.74]But still think about what we coulda been
[02:00.87]But enough about that, let's get back to this
[02:02.88]I want real, i don't care what your status is
[02:04.88]If i spot out a fake, ima handle it
[02:06.81]I don't care if you leave you'll be back again
[02:08.94]Cuz you'll be back & i promise that
[02:10.85]A bunch of a lames on IG hitting me for follow back
[02:12.78]Hoping that i'm follow back, honestly i am off of that
[02:14.74]This popularity contest is lame and i'm not apart that
[02:16.62]Instead of getting a follow why don't you get to know me
[02:18.65]Don't say you love me, display the action and show me
[02:20.56]I set bar high I don't got no time for you phony's
[02:22.68]Trying show me fake love that's why i feeling so lonely
[02:24.50]I'm slowly hitting rock bottom but I'm tryna climb to peak
[02:26.47]I cry myself to sleep the misery that it brings
[02:28.43]Is making wanna leave and walk away from my dreams
[02:30.37]Cuz it's no longer for-filling, I'm living my life on E, i need
[02:33.03]Somebody to save me, talking to myself man i feel like i'm crazy
[02:36.70]I'm sick of me and all my problems
[02:39.80]You can't go lower when you hit rock bottom
[02:42.73]Ooo, ooh, ooo, ooh, ooo, ooh
[02:48.48]I can't get much lower then this (i can't get much lower)
[02:52.53]Nah i can't get much lower then this (i can't get much lower)
[02:56.64]Ooo-ooh