[00:01.931]Huh, I'm currently crying right now but, yuh
[00:06.728]Here's my brain, yuh yuh
[00:09.498]Flip aside, it's going to be okay
[00:13.783]I guess I should be happy get to live another day
[00:17.059]Thinking 'bout the future while I'm smoking lemon haze
[00:20.583]Wonder who gon leave and if anyone will stay
[00:24.112]Patterns in my head that I'm seeing on the tape and street
[00:27.648]Smoke another blunt while I'm chilling on a canopy
[00:30.928]Losing all humanity, gaining some insanity
[00:34.210]Sometimes I just can't believe world is falling hard
[00:37.735]I forgotten how to ****ing sleep
[00:40.005]I don't follow royalty
[00:41.261]Traveling the world I'm just trying to find some loyalty
[00:58.417]People trying to talk to me like everywhere I go
[01:01.690]I'm to lost inside my brain
[01:03.206]I can't even leave my home
[01:04.972]I've been feeling so alone
[01:06.739]But I know I'll get the throne
[01:08.248]I deserve it either way
[01:10.013]I've been staying in my zone
[01:11.526]I won't leave my room
[01:13.801]I don't go outside
[01:15.313]I don't like to talk
[01:17.083]I'm too lost inside my mind
[01:18.849]I don't make no friends
[01:20.611]I'm afraid they gonna die
[01:22.131]Cause everyone around me has to drop some kinda lies
[01:25.659]Done with all the lies lost inside your eyes
[01:29.183]Lately I get tired but I'm sleeping all the time
[01:32.716]World not making sense
[01:34.231]I just wanna go and cry
[01:35.743]Yeah I hold it in my lungs as I look up at the sky
[01:39.528]I wish that I could take a break from this awful life
[01:46.072]Maybe in a while I'll be back and feeling right
[01:53.134]I didn't mean to hurt you can you come and stay tonight
[01:59.683]**** all the other sh!t i'm done with all the fights
[02:06.747]Look, I'm sick of waking up and feeling like I'm out of place
[02:10.279]I'm sick of all the games
[02:11.794]I'm sick of all the fakes
[02:13.812]I'm sick of going out and hearing all these people hate
[02:16.838]Like why is it in this way
[02:18.852]Been working every day
[02:20.618]I'm grinding around the grave
[02:22.133]I hope that I don't fall in but I might and that's okay
[02:25.657]I'm counting down my days
[02:27.419]I'm counting at the maze in my head with some money and some space
[02:31.202]I'm hiding in my brain
[02:33.479]I ain't been feeling the same
[02:35.247]I don't trust nobody anymore, anymore
[02:41.047]Chugging down a bottle yeah I wake up on the floor
[02:48.101]Got into some drugs I need it more, I need it more
[02:54.653]Tryna' to find myself so I'm slamming all these doors
[03:01.705]'Cause nobody can love me like I wanna love myself
[03:08.517]Nobody can want me like I want to want myself
[03:13.818]And nobody can have me 'cause right now I need myself